Hello all my blog followers (only 3 I think, but hi to all three of you!). This mama is beyond ready for spring/summer to get here! For many different reasons. I'm tired of looking at these walls and the gray outside, I need fresh air, and need these days to get longer. I honestly think seasonal depression has set in. I have never felt this bad during the winter, but being home all day changes things.
So I have to admit, my whole lifestyle change has gone completely down the tubes. Being pent up inside has totally taken a toll on me and my body. I want to do nothing but eat, and not the good stuff either. Then today we took Cole swimming at the YMCA and I wore a two piece cuz my tankini my boobs about pop out of it, and when I looked in the mirror I was horrified! Holy crap was that gross to see. Then just before I logged on here I decided to weigh myself....and thats what the 140 stands for in the title. How disgusting! And I'm not even pregnant. In a great world I wanna lose 20 of those. Wow...never before have I had to say 20 lbs. It's always been like 5 or 10 max. Not 20!!!!!! I have said this over and over and over and over again....but honestly something HAS to change. It's just hard because Mike doesn't eat healthy and won't cuz he doesn't like the taste of things, so that makes it hard because if it were up to me we would have no crappy food in the house. But he won't go without chicken patties and fries.
Tonight marks my last unhealthy meal and onto a better me. Please leave me comments to help me get through also comment on my FB page. I need the motivation and be held accountable. So please help me out!
Enough crabbin'....last few posts have been crabbin' sessions for me. Onto better things...but gotta get some more flowers made. Lovin' what I'm doing with those! Have a great weekend everyone!!
Hey Ashley, believe me, I've been there! It sucks. Nobody else in my house eats healthy, ever! The kids and Brian eat chips and cookies and ice cream. If I ate all that stuff, I'd be 200 pounds! You just have to be stronger than the food! Food doesn't make life, try to remember that. It's hard when there is a yummy cookie staring you in the face though :) And believe me, you don't look 140!
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