This post is going to be TOTALLY random. I haven't written in awhile and I have a million bazillion different things racing around right now....here is goes, sorry if it's too random for you.
Most exciting new yet...Cole is walking!! YAY! He took his first steps last Saturday (January 15th to be exact..lol). And best part is that I got to witness it. I love it. I have been blessed and able to watch him roll over, crawl, and walk for the first time. I can't even tell you how happy I am that I got to witness all of those.
Can I just say, I'm soooooooooooo ready for spring. I honestly think seasonal depression has set in. I have never wanted spring/summer to get here as much as I do this year. Probably because I'm at home and staring at the same walls day after day. I need some sun and need to get myself, Cole, and Ajax outside in some fresh air. It's been really rough and a really long winter.
See...told you it was going to be random.....
I have been busy making more and more flowers. I'm having such a good time and it's relaxing for me. It's great. And I have even had people order some from me! So as you read this please spread the word....and also spread the word about my salon. I really don't want to find a part time job (which was brought up again today). So please help a girl out =o)
Now as for a more serious note I guess...and a personal one...this winter blahs have taken a toll on my relationship with Mike. It's rough. Lots of arguing and stress. And part has to do with not getting out and seeing the sun, yada yada yadda. I'm trying to be an understanding wife and see his point of view on things but it's quite hard. Maybe it's the whole Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus thing, but man we don't see eye to eye. It's frustrating. I know we need to get out and go out on a date together and we say it but really need to act upon it. I feel like we are almost like strangers at times. It's been almost a year since Cole was born and I think we have gone out maybe 3 times...wow..sad huh? Now that I type that and say it out loud we HAVE to change that.
And as to then the having a hard time with personal things, my lifestyle change has taken a back burner. I was doing very well but ended up with a sinus infection. Also emotions are running all over the place. So makes it hard. So hopefully I can get back on track. Going to try to behave the rest of the week.
Anyways...thanks for reading and hope you didn't get too lost and sorry for venting/sharing some of my emotions with you. Hopefully will make me feel better going to bed now. We will see...have a good night!
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