Lifestyle change

Where oh where has my motivatin gone?!  I think I left it somewhere back in May/June.  Since having Cole I have gone from being super motivated to shed this weight and I was doing so well.  Eating right, exercising, I even fit back into my old jeans for a short time.  And now......well...that's a whole other story.

Now that Mike is working 2nd shift I find it hard to be on a normal schedule myself.  We don't eat lunch until 1 or even 2 pm and then dinner is sometimes not until 7 or 8 for me most nights.  And at that point I'm so exhausted and hungry that I find whatever I can make quickly.  And sometimes I make popcorn and have that for dinner.  Not the best habits.

Back in September Mike and I joined the YMCA.  Now that has been great.  We are able to take Cole to the daycare there so that gives me some time to myself.  And if we want we can take him swimming, which he loves.  But there are days I go and don't really push myself.  I need that person there to push me through things and push me to my limits.  But personal trainers are so dang expensive.  Ugh.....

Now is not really the best time to start a diet or I should say a lifestyle change.  But I'm going to shoot for it. I have done this and said this many times, but I have come to the point where I hate to look at myself in the mirror and dread putting on a pair of jeans because they are not comfortable and I have flub that hangs over the sides...not attractive whatsoever!  Ick.  So tonight I will eat my last treat and start fresh tomorrow.  Anyone want to join me and be my lifestyle change buddy?!  Please speak up and help me and I'll help you!

Here is to saying good bye to my comfy pants every day and hello to my jeans and a better me!  Wish me luck....cuz I am going to need all that I can get!